I need to seek after God.
Abraham wasn't a perfect man but God was faithful to Abraham. Abraham didn't trust in the Lord when God promised a son.
God was faith even if Abraham wasn't faithful. Abraham acknowledge the Lord. He planted a tree and desired God. Abraham stayed in the land of Philistines for many years.
A follower of Jesus is not perfect but Jesus is perfect. The follower of Jesus needs to submit their will to the way of the Father.