Life is difficult

It didn't took long for me to realize that life is difficult. A person should never expect that everything will go well. I am surprised when life doesn't give me an curve ball.

Jacob's life was not perfect. He moved place to place and had issues. He just moved to Bethel and his wife was going to give birth. Genesis 35:16-17 says, "Then they moved to Bethel. While they were some distance from Ephrath, Rachel began to give birth and had great difficulty. And as she was having great difficulty in childbirth, the midwife said to her, "Don't despair, for you have another son."

In the Jewish culture at that time, wealth was number of kids an couple had. It was an great honor to have an son. Childbirth has never been easy and during Rachel's day, many women died giving birth.

I will never give birth to an child, but child birth is like life. Life can be painful. 

Issues came up and the pain is great. We need to rely on Jesus during the painful times.

Genesis 35:18 says, "As she breathed her last- for she was dying- she named her son Ben-Oni."

If you are curious what Ben-One means, it means son of my trouble in Hebrew.

God never wanted women to have pain giving birth but since Adam sinned, they will have child birth pains. Genesis 3:16 says, "To the woman he said, "I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children."

The good news is that modern medicine has helped childbearing greatly. Women don't die much anymore and kids are healthy. Rachel lived in times when it was dangerous to give birth to children.

Sin causes pain and troubles. Sin will cause death.

Genesis 35:18 says, "But his father named him Benjamin." Benjamin in Hebrew means son of my right hand. In the Jewish culture, the right hand is identified as an special place of honor. Jacob viewed his son as an great blessing. 

We have an father in heaven that want us to be born again. We have sinned and death is our default position. Jesus came to this world to redeemed mankind. He did on the cross and arose from the dead.

If we repent from our sins and follow Him. We will have the Holy Spirit live in us.

John 5:24 says, "Very truly  I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life."

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What is success?

I will drive deep into this topic. Life is uncertain and it drains me. On Thursday, I was weak so I needed to rely on Philippians 4:10. The verse says, "I can do all this through him who gives me strength." Life can knock me out so I need Jesus.

We can't have life without plans. It is hard to figure out the next step. I do an simple first step. Proverbs 16:3 says, "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and he will establish your plans." God has given me much wisdom.

We all need wisdom to survive in this world. People look to YouTube and books for guidance. I go to an book which helps me greatly. 2 Kings 2:3 says, "And observe what the Lord your God requires: Walk in obedience to him, and keep his decrees and commands, his laws and regulation, as it is written in the law of Moses. Do this so that you may prosper in all you do and wherever you go."

God has given us talents. We must be faithful to honor him. Success is honoring God.

People want to do great movements but are you faithful in the little details in life?

Luke 16:10-11 says, "Whoever can be trusted with very little can be trusted with much and, whoever is dishonest with very little will be dishonest with very much. So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who can trust with great riches."

We must work hard in life and give honor to Jesus.

Action requires faith and our faith can waver. We must walk down the roads of life. Isaiah 41:10 says, "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed , for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous hand."

Jeremiah 17:7 says, "But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him."

I see many people that claim that they are self-made. This is pride that many people will fall into. God has given you abilities and provisions. Deuteronomy 8:18 says, "But remember the Lord your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your ancestors, as it is today."

I must get the heart of God in my desires. I must align my way with his will. When I do this then I have Psalm 37:4. It says, "Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."

I see many people are drop-out even if they have college degrees. They are too prideful to admit that they need God. Proverbs 3:1-4 says, "My son, do not forget my teaching, but keep my commands in your heart, for they will prolong your life many year and bring you peace and prosperity. Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man."

We must remain humble and follow the Lord. James 4:10 says, "Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up."

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Faithful

We like the word faithful. It means that an promise will be fulfilled. We all want an person to be true to their words. I have good news for you.

I am not impressed with many people. Most people are flaky so I don't expect much from mankind.
There is an Being that I have fallen love with. This being is called God.

I see God's faithfulness in the topic of Israel. God promised Abraham that an great nation will be from him. If you read Genesis 17:1-8, then you will see God promise to Abraham.

Genesis 35:11-12 says, "And God said to him, "I am God Almighty; be fruitful and increase in number. A nation and a community of nations will come from you, and kings will come from your body. The land I gave to Abraham and Isaac I also give to you, and I will give this land to your descendants after you."
These verses in intense. This event climaxes the Isaac-Jacob cycle. Now that Jacob was at last back at Bethel, where God had begun his direct relationship with him, God confirmed to this chosen son of Isaac the covenant promises made to Abraham. His words echo his original benediction pronounced on man in the beginning (Genesis 1:28) and renewed after the flood (Genesis 9:1, 9:7).
God's blessing on mankind would be fulfilled in and through Jacob and his offspring (Genesis 47:27 and Exodus 1:7).

Genesis 35:13-15 says, Then God went up from him at the place he had talked with him. Jacob set up a stone pillar at the place where God had talked with him, and he poured out a drink offering on it; he also poured oil on it. Jacob called the place where God had talked with him Bethel."
God had an nice talk with Jacob.  A person can either pretend that it didn't take place or honor the Lord.
Jacob wanted God, so he honored God. He gave his soul to the Lord. If you are curious what Bethel means, it means house of God. Jacob's body was an example of an house of God.

I can relate to Jacob. Jesus came to me and I responded. The best move in life is to follow Jesus.

Do we allow fear to make events worst?

I have wondered an question many times in my head. I think about how fear can make events worst than there are. Ask yourself this question, "Is my fear making this current event worst in my life?"

I don't like to answer this question because the answer is yes. I have seen epidemics turn into pandemics because of fear. I have done this and you have done this. You need to confess this sin, also.

How do we conquer this topic of fear? I am not the brightest person that was ever born. I know the One that made me in my mother's womb. I will go to Him.

I will talk to you about four Bible verses. The first verse will be Deuteronomy 31:8. This verse says, "The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." When you see this verse, what are your thoughts?

I  will examine this verse and pondered about the current event of the Coronavirus. Many people think that this virus will kill everyone and every job. I think that a person needs some wisdom in this life but their fear can makes an issue bigger than it is.

God is with me and you. He wants us to rely on Him. If we call on Him, He will take away fear and encourage us. If you feel that Coronavirus makes you scared, have you been calling out to the Lord?
He will give you wisdom during this trial that everyone is facing.

The next verse if Isaiah 43:1. It says, "Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by you by name; you are mine." The context of of this verse is about Israel and that he will redeem Israel. I am not Jewish but God is merciful so He will accept non-Jews, too. He died on the cross and arose from the dead. Anyone that repents from their sins and follow Jesus. The person will know God.

I will get back to Isaiah 43:1. God will bring trials in our lives to show that we are weak and in need of repentance. If we rely on our strength then we will fail. I see many people failing. It means that we need to make Jesus our Lord and Savior. May the world want to get redeemed to Jesus.

The next verse is 1 John 4:18. It says, "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to deal with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in life.
This powerful of love is deep. I will break it down.

Love in an relationship should bring peace and security. An person in an loving relationship should be able to the other person without fear. I will go in a deep hurt in my life that causes people to reject God.

My father was  an jerk and abusive in his own ways. This caused me to view marriage as an jerk that is abusive towards the wife. God has taught me that marriage that was between my mom and dad was not proper. I don't know the future and anything is possible. I will say something crazy, I could be married in the future. If that happens may I show Christ to the world with how I treat my wife.

Marriage is an earthly representation of Christ and the church. Christ laid down His life for the Church. An husband needs to sacrifice his life for his wife. Christ died an painful death on the cross. And He conquered death.

When Jesus died on the cross, He put every sin there. If we sin, He is faithful to forgive. During this time, may we all get right with God. Are you living in sin, repent.

I will do the fourth Bible verse. Psalm 18:2 says, "The Lord is my rock, my fortress and deliverer."
I can relate to this verse. I keep living the same way everyday. People are going in crazy mode but I am calm.

People are afraid of being sick. I am careful but I know that God is watching over me. I do not fear and God is guiding me.  I am relying not on my thoughts but God's thought. The water of worries coming in talk of the virus and joblessness. I am standing on Jesus and crying in my peaceful heart.
The wind is blowing hard, the Holy Spirit is making me secure because He is my deliverer.

May this help you. Have an great day. Don't know the future. Here is my prayer.

Lord, I trust in You. Here are my hands. Take or add what You think is needed. You know better than me.  Amen

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Trials and tribulations?

There is a common question that I always hear. People ask, "Why God allow us to go through trials and tribulation?" I am not God but I have found that God is with me.

If you are an believer in Jesus, you will have trials and tribulations. There are some people that teach that an Christian, you will have the perfect life. This is bad teaching.

Why does God allows an child to have cancer or a person getting bullied at work? Why does God allow a person to have money issues even if that person is a faithful giver to the Lord?
I will try to answer these questions.

I am like you. I face trials and tribulations, they are not easy. I do the right steps and feel so bad.
Here are some Bible verses that has helped me greatly doing these time, may these words help you.

We as believers needs to claim Romans 8:28. The verse says, "And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose."
I don't believe that pours His wrath on us but we live in an fallen world. You will have problems in this world.

I have lost my peace when issues of life occurred. It could be at work or dealing with people. I feel that I am forsaken and can't move forward. Jesus doesn't want me in that state. John 16:33 says, "I have told you these things, so that in me you will have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world!"

I say that I believe in God but my actions do not show it. The trials will make me a better person in Christ. 1 Peter 1:6-7 says, "In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith-of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire- may result in praise, glory and honor when Christ is revealed."

We should not suffer because we have committed an crime. 1 Peter 4:15 says, "If you suffer, it should not be as a murder, or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even a meddler." So let us not suffer because of these actions on the previous sentence. God can use even our bad actions to mold us.

I have an homework project for you. You will be or are going through an trial. This week read James 1 this week. God will use the trials and tribulations for His glory.

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Struggle with God

I will be the first to admit that I struggled with God. I love God greatly but I do not understand His ways. There are many people that want to make me legalistic but they forgot about God's grace.

I can relate to Jacob. He had his own will and didn't always do what God wanted for him.
Life has an way to humble an person. A friend that the family lived died. I just went to an funeral of someone that was murdered. Life doesn't always make sense to me.

God appeared to Jacob in Genesis 35:9-10. Genesis 35:9-10 says, "After Jacob returned from Paddan Aram, God appeared to him again and blessed him. God said to him, Your name is Jacob, but you will no longer be called Jacob; your name will be Israel. So he named him Israel."

If you are wondering where Paddan Aram is at, it is in the area of Northwest Mesopotamia. This area was most likely the Eastern part of modern-day Syria and Iraq.  God appears to us in different times of our lives. God appeared to me in special ways.

I had trials that seem that it will never end then it does. God did great spiritual surgery upon my heart.
God did the same to Jacob. Jacob means 'he grasps the heels.' It is an idiom for people that are not honest.

I always find it interesting to think that people can live by following the Old Testament law after following Jesus. Jesus came to fulfill the Old Testament law so when He died on the cross and arose from the dead. That the curse of the law would be no more. We are like Jacob. We can't live the law and be right before God, that includes Christians. Galatians 3:10 says, "For who rely on the works of the law are under a curse, as it is written: 'Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the book of the law." If you want to further study, you can study Deuteronomy 27:26.
I am sad to say that there a few movement that suppose to Christians that follow the Old Testament like Old Testament Jews should read Deuteronomy 27:26.

Even the best Christian will sin everyday. James 2:10 says, "For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles are one point is guilty of breaking it all." There are over 600 Old Testament laws. If you are an Sabbath Christians that believe in following the 600 laws, you can't follow over 600 of them.
You break these laws everyday.

If you a non-believer, you can't be made right by following the law. We need Jesus to be made right.
That is why Jesus died on the cross and arose from the dead. May we all from the legalist Christian to the non-believer realize Matthew 5:17-20. Only Jesus is sinless.

Genesis 35:10 says, "But you will no longer be called Jacob but your name be called Israel.' So he named him Israel." Many Christians say the Jews are more spiritual than they are because they keep the law. Israel means 'he struggles with God.'

We all struggle with God, this includes myself but we need more grace and not more legalism.
May we learn this.
May we embrace Hebrews 4:16.

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Sorrow happens but there is hope

We will have sorrow in this life. Death will happen and this word is an curse word for most people.
We must keep our head up when loved one dies and keep on going in everyday life.

Jacob and the family had the issue of people dying around them. Their lives were no void of pain.
Genesis 35:8 says, "Now Deborah, Rebekah's nurse, died and was buried under the oak outside Bethel. So it was named Allon Bakuth.

We all have relationship with other people. I have noticed that I am closer to non-family members.
Rebekah was close to her nurse, Deborah was most likely an aunt to her.
Deborah died and when someone dies, there will be an funeral. Death brings sadness.
Deborah's grave was under the oak outside of Bethel. Bethel means 'house of God.'


We can embrace God because of Jesus. Jesus is God that was crucified outside of Jerusalem. Leviticus 4:12 says, "That is, all the rest of the bull-he must take outside the camp to a place ceremonially clean, where the ashes are thrown and burned it there in a wood fire on the ash heap."
Jesus was the sacrifice that mankind need to get right with God the Father. He committed no sin but became sin for us so we can be right with Him.  2 Corinthians 5:21 says, "God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteous of God."

Many Christians think that they can become righteous by following the Old Testament law. That is an law. Galatians 3:10 says, "For all who rely on the works of the law are under a curse, as it is written: 'Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the law."

I sin everyday and I am under an curse if I think that I can live under the law. If you think that you can live by the law, then read Romans 7:15-20. I have good news, Jesus fulfilled the law and was the perfect sacrifice for mankind. May we understand John 3:16 and Ephesians 2:8-10.

Christ was put on the cross and treated like someone that committed sin and as unclean according to the law. May we read Numbers 5:1-4 and Numbers 15:32-36.

Some people only remember Jesus as an baby. He grew up as God on earth, living an perfect life and dying on the cross. He conquered death. He was the perfect sacrifice and these Bible verses teaches on this. May we read Exodus 29:21, Leviticus 8:15 and Hebrews 9:22.


We need to understand that Jesus is Emmanuel. God is with us. There an good verses for this statement and it found in John 2:19-21. May we embrace Jesus more everyday.

There was sorrow getting back to Deborah when she died. Allon Bakuth means oak of weeping.
The cross brought tears in people eyes. The disciples lost hope after Jesus died but Jesus conquered death.

We can look forward for a better place because of Jesus and living on this earth. He lived an perfect life and died on the cross and arose from the dead. No good works can save us but only Jesus and repentance.

I am looking for a better place. Let's us claim Hebrews 13:11-13 and Revelation 21:2.

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